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“There’s going to be times, when you’re going to give every part away to people, and they’ll still leave,” they said

“It is hard, isn’t it?” she asked

Her: Seventeen Years of Existence

Having a sister is such an adorable gift.

When she was born, I found her as my sister, but as the years have passed, I discovered her as one of my best friends.

She is turning seventeen today, on the nineteenth day of May.

Her Thoughts

2.12.16

“Are you okay?” he asked

“Why would you care?” she answered

“I’m asking you, are you really better?” he asked

“I’m trying to be,” she thought

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The Only One Trying.

“This isn’t working,” he said

“But, I’m trying to fix it. I’m trying to fix us. I’m trying to fix me,” her lips trembled

Drowning.

“You know, when you’re drowning you don’t actually inhale until right before you black out. The instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won’t open your mouth until you feel like your head’s exploding.”

“then when you finally do let it in, that’s when it stops hurting. It’s not scary anymore, it’s actually kind of peaceful.” he said

Her Innocence

“What’s best in me?” she asked.

“Your innocence, maybe?”

Her Silence

She met him today.

There’s so much to say, yet she didn’t say a word.

She swallowed her word, it’s destroying her.

She tried to find the tip of the tangled ball of thoughts,

Tried to tame and untangle a stretch of it to resemble anything that made sense.

Time

“Time is the best gift you can give someone,” she said

“Because when you give your time, you’re giving a portion of your life that you will never get back.”

Her

She is a person who has complicated minds.

She is a person who believe that people can’t be one hundred percent sure of anything.

It does hurt to ask.

“How true is the statement ‘It doesn’t hurt to ask’?” people asked

“It’s half true.” she said