Her

She is a person who has complicated minds.

She is a person who believe that people can’t be one hundred percent sure of anything.

It just happened when she thought she knew him forever, he surprised her.

There’s this thing that she did, it looked so bad he started to misunderstand her.

It hurts her to know what he thinks of her now.

She hoped that he would ask her why that thing happens.

But he didn’t.

She thought he knew her enough to know that she had her own reason for everything she did.

And then she realized, it wasn’t only her that didn’t really know him.

He was just same as her.

Yes, he could be talking to her all the time and she was certain that he knows her. But she doesn’t 100 percent certain about her certainty.

She talks, she laughs, she cries, but he never knows what really goes on behind closed doors, never knows what goes on in her beautiful mind. He only knows the part of her that she chose to show him.

It’s just funny that she thinks he knows her completely when she doesn’t even know herself.

She constantly changes throughout life. She doesn’t stay in the same place. Maybe, she chose different paths. Maybe, she changed.

Or maybe, he never really knew her to begin with.

He never really knows her point of view,

and he doesn’t bother to ask.

He doesn’t know that she is the type of girl that holds in her real feelings and thoughts, assumes that her contribution is needless.

Someone once told her that she need to be more confident and try to let her feelings and thoughts out.

But for her, there’s no point in saying anything at all.

She knew that he wouldn’t care.

Because she has tried to explain her thoughts,

and he didn’t respond.

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He doesn’t know that part of her.

But he judged her anyway.